control FREAK

I am a control FREAK. I want to control EVERYTHING around me. I worry about things that are not even my responsibility! In all of my ventures, I am a worker bee and NOT the queen. I don't want to be the queen. The queens are doing everything fine on their own. But I worry. I worry and I try to do more than I can/should to "help."

Please. Tell me how to stop trying to control everything. Tell me how to stop my body from humming with tension and worry. Tell me I can TRUST people to take care of things on their own.

The job of a worker bee is IMPORTANT. Why can't I be satisfied with that?

Honestly, I would pray for guidance but I fear that praying to learn to let go is like praying for patience - a recipe for DISASTER. Aw man! Look at that, I can't even trust GOD to help me.

OK. OK.

Let go and let God. Isn't that what they always say? I'm gonna TRY. no, I'm gonna DO IT.

Pray for me.